the last little while

it's late, and i'm really tired...

but happy :)

here's just a little sneak-peak of what i've been up to this past week, though.

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The Refining Fire

Refined in Our Trials

James E. Faust, Liahona, Feb 2006, 2-7

The Refining Fire

Here, then, is a great truth. In the pain, the agony, and the heroic endeavors of life, we pass through a refiner’s fire, and the insignificant and the unimportant in our lives can melt away like dross and make our faith bright, intact, and strong. In this way the divine image can be mirrored from the soul. It is part of the purging toll exacted of some to become acquainted with God. In the agonies of life, we seem to listen better to the faint, godly whisperings of the Divine Shepherd.

Into every life there come the painful, despairing days of adversity and buffeting. There seems to be a full measure of anguish, sorrow, and often heartbreak for everyone, including those who earnestly seek to do right and be faithful. The Apostle Paul referred to his own challenge: “And lest I should be exalted above measure … , there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me.”

The thorns that prick, that stick in the flesh, that hurt, often change lives which seem robbed of significance and hope. This change comes about through a refining process which often seems cruel and hard. In this way the soul can become like soft clay in the hands of the Master in building lives of faith, usefulness, beauty, and strength. For some, the refiner’s fire causes a loss of belief and faith in God, but those with eternal perspective understand that such refining is part of the perfection process.

Said Alma, “A shepherd hath called after you and is still calling after you, but ye will not hearken unto his voice!” In our extremities, it is possible to become born again, born anew, renewed in heart and spirit. We no longer ride with the flow of the crowd, but instead we enjoy the promise of Isaiah to be renewed in our strength and “mount up with wings as eagles.”

The proving of one’s faith goes before the witnessing, for Moroni testified, “Ye receive no witness until after the trial of your faith.” This trial of faith can become a priceless experience.

States Peter, “The trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.” Trials and adversity can be preparatory to becoming born anew....

Out of the refiner’s fire can come a glorious deliverance. It can be a noble and lasting rebirth. The price to become acquainted with God will have been paid. There can come a sacred peace. There will be a reawakening of dormant, inner resources. A comfortable cloak of righteousness will be drawn around us to protect us and to keep us warm spiritually. Self-pity will vanish as our blessings are counted.

The blessings of eternity will surely come to those who endure refining, as the Lord Himself taught: “He only is saved who endureth unto the end.” I testify that Jesus is the Christ and the Divine Redeemer. He lives! His are the sweet words of eternal life.

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Today I have been preparing for my Gospel Doctrine lesson I'll be giving tomorrow, and I remembered this talk by President Faust.

Every time I teach, I am amazed to see how perfectly the doctrine in the lesson pertains to my life and how it correlates to the things that have happened during my week- especially this week and the lesson I will be giving on Job. The Lord is constantly reassuring me that He knows me and He knows just what I need to hear. I know my Savior lives and loves me.

I hope you know how much He loves you. I know He is watching over you. I know that when things seem hopeless and your heart feels like it's missing many pieces, He is taking pieces from His own heart and giving them to you to fill those empty spaces.

With all my love,

Katie

rumors

today i went to sister missionary mall. to do some secret detective work.

you see, i've been hearing many rumors on the street, but i was worried to believe any of them because i didn't want to get my poor little heart crushed.

i thought, "what better place to get to the bottom of this than sister missionary mall?"

so i put on my secret sleuth face and walked through the doors nonchalantly.

i poked around the clothing for a few minutes, and then one of the employees asked me if she could help me with anything. "oh, i think i'm just looking, thank you," i said coolly.

she smiled and as she began to walk away, i said, "oh...i do have one question. is it true the church just changed the dress standards for sister missionaries?"

i tried not to get my hopes up while the milliseconds passed. she answered, "yeah! isn't that so cool?? the church is encouraging a lot more color, and skirts no longer have to reach mid-calf. They just have to cover the knee while you're sitting! Oh, and no more nylons!!"

^^^ no more of this ^^^

my heart wanted to burst, and i wanted to just hug that girl!

so the rumors are true!

and now i can't wait to go shopping!

i just need to find out where i'll be going...

tender mercies

i cannot even begin to tell you how blessed i feel.

and i cannot begin to tell you how much i know the lord is keeping a very special eye on me.

my heart wants to explode! i love him so much.

he answers my prayers, no matter how small and how simple.

he gives me strength that i didn't know i had in me.

he turns my loneliness into hope.

he reminds me to have an eternal perspective, and to look to the future with hope and happiness.

he recognizes my sacrifices and blesses me beyond belief.

he forgives me when i fall short and he gives me the power to try harder and to be better.

he reminds me of the most important things in life.

i know his arm is around me, because i have felt it there. i know he is there, because i have felt him carry me when i couldn't stand anymore.

i am so blessed.